God demonstrated His love towards you by freely giving His Son as a sacrifice in order to redeem you from the enemy - Rom 8:32. His kindness and goodness did not end there. He has not suddenly changed His method of operation now that you are in the Kingdom. God loves you and is still in the business of freely giving.
Friend come boldly to God with your requests consistent with God's word - Heb 4:16. Spend time seeking out God's word and promises concerning your requests. Then approach God in faith and let go of any unforgiveness. When you do these Jesus said that you will receive what you have asked for - Mark 11:22-26.